My Dearest Most Darling Andrea,
do I begin? I know not where to begin but by one simple way....that is
to say first, I Love You My Dearest Most Darling Andrea! And try as I may
to move about the daily task of just living, all my thoughts, my emotions,
my love, my pain, my soul, my emptiness & my loneliness for the touch
of my very best friend all lead back to you! I have tried to do what I
thought was the honorable thing, to back away for fear of your being hurt.
I have tried to honor that request once again when your mother asked me
to back away.........and yet my nights are still filled with extreme emptiness.
awake, when I do sleep, only to reach out for you! My sleep is fitfull
at best and I find myself tired and confused.....confused at why two people
this much in love can't seem to be together. You and I are magic together,
there is no denying that! Not only physically, but as a couple with so
much love to give and share and grow old together. Then why is this happening?
I ask myself that question over and over again.
love you honey, they continually ask about you. And I don't know what to
tell them. I am at such a loss for words that I have to just turn away
from them for fear they see the emotion in my face. They know why I am
so sad, they sense the anguish I go through, but don't know why it is happening.
There is no other and has not been another in my life since you! There
never will be, I am bound to you. You are my soulmate for the rest of time.
You are my best friend and confidant' and my lover in whom I entrust my
heart, my soul, my essense, my being. No other woman holds sway over me
as you do.
Darling, I miss you in such profound ways I cannot begin to describe it.
You took up residence in that special place, that place you know, that
place where only you reside in my being, in my heart and it is with you
and you alone I give such a place. I need your warmth, your tenderness
next to me. I need your kiss, that kiss only you and I can share. I need
your hand in mine, you doing what you do with my hand that only you can
do. I need to enter the room and see my Juliet, and with one glance, we
know where we are in each other's essence.
to me My Sweet, My Juliet, My Very Best Friend, My One and Only, My Andrea.
Please come back, not just
because I Love You. But come back to me because your heart demand's it
of you! I will never hurt you, nor will I ever want to own you! I want
to love you, rest in your presence and spend my days in adoration of you
as only I can do. You are all I want, you are the only woman of my dreams.
You are My Sweet and I am Your Romeo, your best friend and lover and as
always, I Am and I Always Shall Be Your Most Devoted and Tender Lover.
I Love You Most Profoundly,